Mandaraguit

Had a fight with my girl. Again.
I hate it when she tells me other girls are so lucky with their boyfriends.
I feel death embracing me everytime she does that.
I feel like I am not good enough...

I just uploaded my old works.. And guess what, some did like it.
Got new friends (err... Accquaintances?) in the process.
I was thinking I should have done it sooner.
Silly me.
Hehehe.

To stive, to seek, to find. And not to yield...
   These were the words embeded in me when I watched a certain movie this week...
   These should be good enough to lighten up my spirit... But I am just so depressed...
   Why do I keep hoping?
   Why do I keep seeking?
   Why do keep busting my ass off when it all comes down to one thing?
   
   Failure.

   I'm not an emo. I just feel really bad today.

First, do no harm. Respect every creature, great or small. Even to an opponent. Striking should be your last resort.

   Be kind and defend the poor, the helpless, and the oppressed. Oppose the corrupt, the unjust, and the wicked.

   Practice humility, faith, loyalty, discipline, sacrifice, wisdom, idealism, strength, perseverance, and utmost courtesy to women.

   When you give your word, honor it. And help others to honor theirs.

   Show no fear in the face of your adversities, nor to your enemies. Your courage gives courage and hope to the fearful and the hopeless, and fear and doubt to your enemies.

   Tell the truth, even if it leads you to your own demise.

   Do what is good, just, and righteous, and pray that God will love you for it.

   This is your oath, the very reason of your existence.

   Remember it always.